Something that has been bothering me...

Something that I have been thinking about lately has been really bothering me because I want it so bad. About 2 years ago I had a procedure done to remove pre-cancer from my cervix. Me being the nervous person that I am, did research beforehand and did not like what I was seeing in regards to being able to carry a child successfully after surgery. Now that two years have passed, I feel myself getting older and my wants and needs changing. I so badly want to be a mother, and I want to know now rather than later if I can even carry a child. I cannot imagine what it would be like to not carry a child inside of you at least once.

I need to find out now, because I don't want to be heartbroken in a few years when I actually start trying. Well, I guess you could say we have been going with the attitude "whatever happens, happens" for the past 2 years because I am not on birth control, but still have not been able to conceive. I feel alot better now that I have it written down somewhere and outside of my head. If I were to mention this to my mother she would tell me something like I should be concentrating on finishing school. But, I cannot help it if this bothers me so much.

These past few weeks have been really great. I haven't been doing so good money wise, but it has helped us enjoy the simple things in life, like good times with friends and family. Plus, we have been doting on our pets a little too much! Last night, my in-laws had a Halloween party. My boyfriend wanted to show his family his skills with cooking, so he made us all a pumpkin bisque. It was sooo good and I'm really glad his family loved it because it made him feel proud. I also had a good time hanging out with his younger sister, because we get along really well. She was even old enough to have a drink with me this year! I cannot wait for Thanksgiving and Christmas!

Time is flying by...

My boss where I work part-time had asked me to type out an employee handbook for her and the daycare last week. She had an outline of what she wanted to write but it was my job to correctly format everything and to make it look professional. I had to type about 7,000 words and it took up 24 pages after formatting.

This made me feel really proud of being a student at Kaplan because I had mentioned that I had just finished a course about Microsoft Office, and I am currently in my second composition class. Someone is finally recognizing my hard work and dedication! Well, I know my friends and family are proud also-- but it is a different kind of feeling of accomplishment when a professional in the work force notices! J

For my College Composition II class, I am learning about writing an outline. I have seen several different styles on how to write an outline, from formal, informal, and another new one my professor told us about tonight in seminar was: Classical Greek Method for Building an Argument. I think the Greek method will be most helpful because it shows specifically how to write an argument. I will probably incorporate both though, because I like my ideas to be well organized, and a formal outline helps with that.

I have really been enjoying this class! This time I chose a topic for my final paper that had a lot of information to potentially research, but also something that I was interested in and wanted to learn more about. Regardless of the ethical debate surrounding the issue, there is science behind it that needs to be researched. I could go on for longer about embryonic stem cells, but I am not quite done my research, I want to make sure I have articles with very good information, and I’ve had to go back and change a few since doing some pre-writing. I am excited for tomorrow since I will be working on it most of the day! I will keep you guys updated.

Busy

It has been such a busy past couple days, but I've been getting so much done! I am looking forward to a relaxing day tomorrow with my boyfriend. It is his only day off during the week, so we try to spend as much time as we can together. Well, after he sleeps in lol. I'm also looking forward to this weekend, and getting away for a night up in the mountains to party with my friends!

Yesterday, I spent the entire day writing out a new employee handbook for my work. It took a lot longer then expected because after I typed everything out I had to edit the appearance, alignment, font, etc. to make it look more professional. I was really happy to get this opportunity because it goes to show that people are starting to recognize my talent with computer work, typing, things like that. I am hoping that I will get paid nicely for it because it came out looking really good.

I also had seminar last night for my College Composition 2 class. It was an important seminar for the entire class I believe. We got to learn about different ways of using citations. The best part was when she explained to us how to paraphrase our work, because it is important in our final paper that we are understanding what our research is telling us.

Whoa, what a long night so far! Tonight, I worked on the discussion board for my College Composition II class. It involved writing sample in-text citations and then writing the full citation in APA format. I went on a website that helps you with writing your references in APA style, and that helped me a lot. Properly citing your sources is important because you want to show where you got your information from. Not doing this means that you’re stealing someone else’s words or ideas.

After doing this, I also decided to print all my articles so I could highlight important facts and information. Plus, I am now writing the required weekly blog post! I am a little tired and hungry, but I feel good because nights like this when I am really focused I can do quality work.

Tomorrow I am going to work on reading the articles that I have printed out, and read some more about outlining in the Kaplan Guide to Successful Writing. It will be Saturday, so I’d like to go out, but next weekend my friend is throwing a bonfire party and we are going to be able to use the Inn’s bar that she lives next door to. Yay! LOL. I think I’ll save my money for that. I will probably just do some homework while my boyfriend is at work, and then relax for the rest of the night.

The Research Begins

     I had posted last Friday that my chosen topic for my paper was stem cell research. After doing some e-mailing with the professor and some of my own research, I have decided to stick with this topic. The controversial part of this subject that the professor helped me point out is where the stem cells are harvested from. Do all stem cells need to be harvested from an aborted fetus? I think that is also going to be the start of my working thesis statement.

     This afternoon, I am going to start the research part of my project while working on some sort of rough draft outline. I think it is important to do both around the same time that way you know what you want to research and talk about on your paper. You will find better resources that way-- if you have an idea of what you want to talk about first. I am hoping my research points out different alternatives to using the stem cells of aborted fetuses, and if there isn't, I hope more research is being done to try and find something different. This is a interesting subject, and I'm excited to go to the Kaplan Library. I'll post a little bit later and let you guys know how I did!

Ideas for my Essay

The topic that I have chosen for my paper is going to be: Stem Cell Research. I know it is a controversial topic, but I am wondering how to break it down more. I still want to be able to discuss where we harvest them from, and what research has been done, but I feel that because this is such an ethical issue, it seems too broad of a topic. I was wondering if I could even break it down to just the harvesting of stem cells.  Bloggers, if you could maybe help me with this or give me some ideas it would be a great start for me.  I was originally going with a topic that had something to do with teeth and gingivitis, but because this is not a controversial topic, I chose otherwise.

I really like being an online student. It has helped me become a dedicated learner because it works so well with my life. My schedule isn’t always predictable and it changes from day to day. I have also become a better reader, writer, and listener. One of my favorite things about online learning is the seminars. It gives the class a chance to meet together and discuss what is going on for that unit.  I find students don’t connect as well on the discussion boards, because we are all focused on answering the teacher’s questions and generating a discussion based off that. Something that I want to do more of is to make connections with people that last, because I have met so many interesting people and we are all on this journey together. This blog is an excellent place for this.

Introduction - About Me

Hello classmates & blogging world! My name is Denae Soucy (age 21) and I live in southern New Hampshire with my boyfriend. We have two Daschunds named Roxy and Red. One of them is half Pikaneese. We also have a cat named Buddha. I am currently enjoying being a full time student & really concentrating on my studies. It feels really great to be back in school & focusing, because I never took junior high or high school seriously. I guess you could say I got my partying out very early! :)

I have lived in New Hampshire all my life, but I really want to move more up North and live near the White Mountains. I love being in nature and enjoying my natural surroundings. This summer, I drove my car up the Mt. Washington Auto Road, which is about a 7 mile ride to the top of the mountain with an elevation level of about 6,300 ft. at the peak. The views were beyond amazing & memories came with it because I was with my boyfriend and his younger sister.

Other things that I enjoy doing are gardening, cooking, reading, surfing the Internet, & spending time with friends and family. I have recently upgraded my cable package to include a DVR. I think it is the best invention ever! I can record all the shows that I like, fast fed. through all the commercials, and watch them whenever I want! I have been catching up on Modern Family, Jimmy Kimmel, & sometimes I record my local news.

What I want to do with this blog after class ends...

I have been really thinking about keeping this blog going after my class is over, and I have been thinking about a number of things to write about. Not only do I want this to be a personal reflection of who I am as a person, I think I want this blog to have a purpose. Although the idea is not original, I want to write about my adventures in cooking. My father has been a chef all his life, and is my inspiration to make new and exciting meals. My boyfriend also works in the kitchen, and I think this would be a great & creative way for us to do something fun together. I think I am really liking this blog, and hopefully it can inspire somebody, even if I don't end up writing about cooking!

Today my boyfriend is at work, so for the rest of the day I am going to do school related things. I find it so much easier to concentrate when he is not here! But, I do sometimes get distracted because my pets are like kids. Or maybe it's me, getting my motherly, nurturing instincts out. I really think of them as part of the family. After that, I would like to get a drink when he gets out of work tonight, but I don't think that will happen because he's always so tired after a Friday night. I don't blame him though, I could never stand in front of a hot grill or stove for hours at a time.

I am including a picture of us both at the end of this. Enjoy! Looking forward to some comments! Maybe you guys could give me ideas on what to write about? :)

JD & Me!

My First Post!

I just recently saw the movie "Julie & Julia" starring Amy Adams and Meryl Streep. I got to know a little bit about blogging from the movie, but I still am clueless as to what to write. I want to be able to use this blog not only for class, but after it ends. I think it will help me to open up more and share my feelings. But, I just don't know where to start! Maybe I just need an outline or a subject to write about!

I don't know what the rest of the day will bring, but I am hoping I will muster up the energy to re-pot some of my bigger plants. Or, I might just end up throwing them out because the plants are almost beyond saving. All morning I have been watching my kitten Buddha play with my dog Roxy. I have never seen a cat and a dog get along better! This makes me feel better about Red getting old because Roxy will have another companion after Red passes.

Buddha & Roxy